I wanna hold you but my hands are tied
I wanna sleep here but I've been denied
I wanna lie here till we've killed this piece of doubt
I wanna hold you but my hands are tied
I wanna stay here but I've been denied
Let's watch the clock until the morning sun comes out
The trouble.
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Name : F.i.L.h.A.d.
Gender : Male
Height : 174 cm
Weight : 63 KG
School : Guangyang Pri Anderson Sec Nanyang Junior College
Class : 0936
CCAs : MLCS, NYEDrama
The dreams.
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# pass promos and not get expelled
# grow taller to 180cm
# get a fake tan
# whiten my teeth and align my jaw
# master the art of Blue Steel
# smile way more
Pee Double Eew Is Over!
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Project Workisover!
Oh my god, I'd never thought they would ever be in the same sentence. Well other than "My Project Work grade is over!" or "Because of Project Work, my life is over!" or "Project Work, you make me want to jump over the parapet and down the building!"
Anyways, the battle is over. Months, literally, were spent on forming strategies, creating counter-attacks and polishing our armor. Not forgetting the internal arrow-shooting that left a few wounded. Gosh have no idea how I managed to survive.
But of course, all the teachers cared for was the signed treaty. And our smiling faces. Shōnantō had to work with Japan. Okay maybe it wasn't that bad. At least now I know how to deal with different people. And heck let me just proudly showcase some of the finished products from this project. :)
Wouldn't you like to dine in this restaurant? So cool right... The waiters will also dress up as Chinese mythological characters! Imagine that!
And this shuttle bus! Nice right? Got fake tiger head at the front somemore.
Okay this video is just weird. Teehee!
On Sunday, November 15, 2009, 2:17 AM, I still survived.
The Battle of France is over.
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LIBERATION!
Yes! I feel it in every fibre of my body! It runs through my veins and consumes my thought! I am liberated! Dear Statue of Liberty, I could replace you right now. Although holding up that torch for so long could be painful. But heck. End-of-Years/Promos/Hell, whatever you wanna call it is over! I know that this victory is probably shortlived and would abruptly end when I get the papers back. But whatever. I shall temporarily deceive myself and enjoy this glorious moment. (why am i speaking like richard? lol)
On Sunday, October 11, 2009, 8:47 PM, I still survived.
Imma Shine!
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Watching this video makes me wonder... What the hell am I doing in JC?! OMG I wanna run away to an Arts School! You know, like those people in the Step Up movie. Sigh. Too bad I don't have a distinctive talent. yet. La Salle call me! I've been waiting. :(
Not everybody gets to do what they love. Some people grow old doing jobs which they absolutely have no passion in. Sad huh? I don't wanna be like those people! If only life was THAT easy as I grew up thinking.
And of course this video also reminds me of 2/6's only successful class outing. By successful I mean big in attendance. Big like, more than ten. I hug you innocence and naiveness! <3
On Tuesday, September 22, 2009, 7:21 AM, I still survived.
Shit kissed my birthday and stained it!
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Dear Diary,
I would like to sing a song for you. I changed the lyrics a little bit to fit the current context. Anyway, it's to the tune of "I Kissed A Girl" originally sung by Katy Perry. It's the chorus bit. Anyway here it goes...
I need to puke and I hate it The taste of yesterday's dinner I feel nauseous someone help me My tummy's going insane?
It felt so wrong it's never right Don't want to vommit tonight I need to puke and I hate it I hate it!
Diarrhoea + Fasting = A SERIOUSLY empty stomach
I mean, I'm used to starving (for various reasons) but man this hunger is really disturbing me! You know how when you forget to eat (for various reasons) then your stomache starts growling and at the same instant, your stomache feels like its quenching and turning? The only difference is that normally that feeling would go away. It might come back but again only for a little while. Now, however, for me that feeling refuses to go away. That sucks. I'm trying my best to eat as much as possible but how much can someone eat within less than twelve hours.
Anywho, as I was reminded, Happy Birthday to me. (yes, I actually forgot it was my birthday) And Happy Birthday to MJ who would otherwise have been 51. And oh Happy Birthday to Pradeep and Ain (we're blood brothers and sisters!) who have both turned seventeen too!
On Friday, August 28, 2009, 8:27 AM, I still survived.
The tone was contradictory...
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I do not know what blogs are for anymore :(
There's nothing to blog about. Other than "Dear Diary. Today I had a Maths test. After which was a Chemistry test. Followed by a half-hour break. Then Project Work. After which I took 53 home. Then I slept."
My life has been reduced to nothingness! Sad...
Anyway I realised I am more shameless than I thought I would ever be. Haha and this was deduced from Wednesday's photoshoot. I thought I would be way awkward having 23 other people watching me being photographed but nah... Lol. Work it baby!
Anyway nites... Almost one week of puaser done.
On Thursday, August 27, 2009, 10:02 AM, I still survived.
The chase is on!
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This is for the sake of updating...
Don't you think it's cool?! Though I have no idea what it is for. It's not for a movie either. We'll just have to wait and see.
Anyway one day of puasa is over! I didn't feel hungry at all. Weird. Maybe I'm so used to eating so little that the sahur food more than make up for my entire day's food consumption. Lol. And also maybe it's cause I woke up so late. Heh. Anyway promos is in 5 more weeks! Argh! And I have 5 subjects to study... Sobs. Bye world. Time to mug yo! (nigga attitude sey)
On Saturday, August 22, 2009, 10:18 PM, I still survived.
After watching Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, I realised something. In the scene where Harry and Dumbledore entered the house that Horace Slughorn was staying at, and the blood dripped on Harry's forehead. Then Dumbledore tasted the blood and could actually tell that it was Dragon's blood. Doesn't that mean that he had actually tasted human's blood before?! Jeng jeng jeng! Lol kk I'm just trying to revive my blog. And gosh do I sound like some nerd attempting a fanfiction.
Actually I thought the movie was nice. And I don't really understand why people said that the ending was crap. Although I think it would have been better if they had ended at the scene where they all raised their wands to the skies to honor Dumbledore and erase the Death Eater's mark. Man that scene was heartwrenching. And I finally like this new Dumbledore, as in the second actor for Dumbledore. Too bad he died.
Anyway two more months to Promos. I shall not retain. I shall not retain. I shall not retain.
On Friday, July 31, 2009, 9:09 AM, I still survived.
The amigos.
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Wouldn't you like to dine in this restaurant? So cool right... The waiters will also dress up as Chinese mythological characters! Imagine that!
And this shuttle bus! Nice right? Got fake tiger head at the front somemore.